tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13939465.post5428369103275166604..comments2023-06-03T05:07:51.171-07:00Comments on notes from: JBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06058881790600891805noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13939465.post-52569587113186963712008-10-09T14:43:00.000-07:002008-10-09T14:43:00.000-07:00I usually talk to much when I shouldnt, and go wit...I usually talk to much when I shouldnt, and go within myself and become quiet when I should talk LOL.....<BR/><BR/>Its been a crazy old year......time for change, a drastic change....<BR/><BR/>xMarmiteToastyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02536695634856882487noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13939465.post-44275489656852140242008-10-09T13:51:00.000-07:002008-10-09T13:51:00.000-07:00Fanks for being you, too...:)You BETTER start talk...Fanks for being you, too...:)<BR/><BR/>You BETTER start talking. soon. ;)JBellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06058881790600891805noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13939465.post-14993290153947768862008-10-09T11:45:00.000-07:002008-10-09T11:45:00.000-07:00I might just have to drive up and sit on the roads...I might just have to drive up and sit on the roadside and smile as you walk by....<BR/><BR/>I have so much to say, but I cant, not yet...... <BR/><BR/>Fanks for being YOU!!!!<BR/><BR/>xMarmiteToastyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02536695634856882487noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13939465.post-22524355993792451132008-10-08T21:21:00.000-07:002008-10-08T21:21:00.000-07:00hello there Homer,Well, I'll keep you updated. Pla...hello there Homer,<BR/><BR/>Well, I'll keep you updated. Planning on doing a Wednesday update on the training and the progress I make. I'm gonna need help on this one. That's a discovery I made this weekend so I'm reaching out. Don't usually do that but if I am going to get get better, I gotta.<BR/><BR/>I tip my hat to you! Picking up and moving to Homer? You've got courage; I hope I can do that when the time comes....JBellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06058881790600891805noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13939465.post-10421895439006877042008-10-08T21:18:00.000-07:002008-10-08T21:18:00.000-07:00Pixie: I have learned more from you than I have f...Pixie: I have learned more from you than I have from people with whom I share a gene pool. I thank God for YOU.JBellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06058881790600891805noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13939465.post-69012562718715168092008-10-08T21:16:00.000-07:002008-10-08T21:16:00.000-07:00Love. Love. Love! Being around self-awareness fee...Love. Love. Love! <BR/><BR/>Being around self-awareness feels like being around self-absorption. I would much rather have dinner with someone in discovery, on a journey, than someone who is absorbed in the inputs of their life. Somehow they seem stationary. Stuck in an expressive state that revolves around the facets of their life. We had dinner with some friends on Saturday night who absolutely have not changed in the 10 years we have been friends. They talk each, at length, about their kids (her), aging parents (her), their politics (him), their preferences on travel (both), how busy they are (ditto). They have been relaying the fruits of their self-awareness, their self-absorption all these years, with no evolution or enlightenment. What is very cute, I say that genuinely, is that they never want to know about our kids (who went through school togther), our parents, our politics, our travel experiences or what keeps us busy. They do not care; it doesn't dawn on them to inquire because they are so self-absorbed. But really? They can't tell you a damn thing about themselves. Or each other. There's no discovery; no inquiry-- even of themselves. Mostly of themselves. Discovery matters. So much! And I'm just to find more, every day.JBellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06058881790600891805noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13939465.post-35323880536721087762008-10-08T21:12:00.000-07:002008-10-08T21:12:00.000-07:00Awesome. I tip my hat to you.Awesome. I tip my hat to you.The Foolhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06962641109795032438noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13939465.post-50480845970198265702008-10-08T19:22:00.000-07:002008-10-08T19:22:00.000-07:00So there it is, I guess. I just wonder how old you...<I>So there it is, I guess. I just wonder how old you have to be before the self-discovery in your life is over? Self-awareness is so overrated in my playbook. I'm only trying to get better.<BR/></I><BR/><BR/>Hmmmm. There you go, making me cry because you said something that pin-pointed a little inexpressible place in my spirit. <BR/><BR/>Self-discovery feels infinite. Self-awareness feels ... selfish and confining and insecure (just my first hand responses to the terms, mind you). <BR/><BR/>Junior said two nights ago: "Its just that you have your hands full all the time. You don't need my whining baby stuff". <BR/><BR/>This was in response to my asking why he was not talking to me about some work related stuff that was bothering him. <BR/><BR/>I was crushed. <BR/><BR/>I could not make him understand that his perception of what I do and my perception of what I do are so very different. <BR/><BR/>I. am. not. burdened.<BR/><BR/>I am in a state of self discovery. <BR/><BR/>Were I self aware... I would not be where I am. Exactly. where. I. belong. <BR/><BR/>M'belle <3... you amaze me. You really do. More than that, you warm me from the inside out. <BR/><BR/>I thank God for you. <BR/>And God smiles. <BR/><BR/>Love.sparrowhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08838935957994302879noreply@blogger.com